Hello. I must apologize for my past few emoshit entries. I've been struck down by my own inconceiving actions. The ground felt wet and disheartening. Innumerable emotions rained upon me. Forgotten emotions that I have not been experiencing for so long threatened to crush my happiness.
Last night, after talking to Emochocolate girl, watching these two videos, Shoes and Muffins (I'll post the videos later), and "squabbling" with Lyn (haha), I finally got my head right again. I realised, my life is so full of great things.. why agonize myself with the bad?
I already said I was sorry and if you can't find anything in your heart to forgive me then I guess those greater times meant nothing. Even if you plan to forgive me, I can't believe its taking you this long.
I'm not going to torture myself by waiting. I'm not going to suffer. Life's too great, too brilliant. Especially when I have friends who appreciates me for what I truly am. They know I would never hurt my friends even if I hate their very guts. I may hurt you, but I would never mean it.
So yeay I'm back on track. Finally completed my two days of work with climbasia. Payday's coming sooooooon! And Zim's feeling generous. hehe. Went back to school after that. Ashri, Yan pendek, Burn, Noni, Ayu, Yati were all there. Its almost like back then. Yan tinggi and Zali is missing. Could have stayed and climbed with them till late but I had to go off early because I was getting my new LEVIS SPECS!!! HAHAHA YES!
