Thursday, January 11, 2007
Thank God things got a bit better through the day. I did something really bad last night, almost inhumane, and I felt very very shitty when I woke up this morning. I had my cigarette breakfast and coffee and went to school.
School has never been so gloomy. Everyone of my friends were like uhhhh... and I basked in this solemn mood, just wishing time would pass by faster.
Thankfully Ashri came to the rockgym and we started drawing on the wall again.. You see, two days back we started to draw a mural on the unused wall and Hatta, our alumni said "It is the most beautiful thing in the rockgym." That inspired us to continue drawing and whoa its fucking nice now. The climbers actually came by the wall and looked at us when we're drawing. Some of them even expressed awe and amazement on their faces. Yeay I'm proud of me and Ashri's work. This mural helped distract me from my troubles and I was feeling better by the time we were done with it. I'll post a picture of it soon.
On the way home, it started pissing down like it never rained before. My new hooded jacket finally came into good use. I covered my head with the hood and walked in the rain. It was so cold and my jeans were wet from the puddles of water. I was wearing my slippers and duh it was slippery so I skied my way home. And while walking in the rain, I noticed and extra bounce to my steps. I was loving it.
I reached home and listened to the new Incubus album, Light Grenades. Fucking nice I tell you.
I found some lyrics fitting to what I'm facing right now.
We all have a weakness
Some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness,
We make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes you are my friend.
We all have something that digs at us.
At least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up,
I know you count on the me from yesterday.
If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song.
Remind me that we’ll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.
Yeayness.
Do I sound emo?
Ah fuck it. I'm happy now =)
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
